top of page
Search

Poem #3: Pantone 1925

Updated: Nov 11, 2024

In pink there is hope. It's a diluted version of myself - fiery and red and hot and angry, anxiously loud and crackling.

ree

Eating everything up and destroying everything around it, fueled simply by breath, causing damage to innocent trees which only seek to grow and show their faces to the sun. The white, the rain, it softens it, makes the red whisper and hiss and relax, turns the fire down, dampens its damage. Makes it less shocking and more bearable. The palate goes from dangerous and fear-inducing to smile begetting. But not without first leaving a path of destruction behind it. How do I get to the middle ground faster? How do I turn the rain on myself? With practice, and patience, and self-reflection, and compassion, and work, so much work, I'll be able to dial back the intensity, turn down the stove to simmer, be a pink light that encourages closeness, and warmth, and the season of autumn, without scorching like an endless summer. I must remove the self-inflicted pressure to go and take over like a wildfire, and let the white take me from time to time. To relax, to sleep, to be thoughtful, to be quiet. But never to snuff me out, just to beautify my hue. It is my best color.

 
 
 

Recent Posts

See All
tag

You told me it was fool’s errand To try and save you. But the only fool’s errand here Is me thinking I can save you Twice.   I did it once in our game of tag. I’ve been chasing you down to save you. A

 
 
 
Poem No. 34

It’s the next morning.   We attempt to make your bed. The blankets lap the mattress Like waves on the beach, Clasping their water hands Against the sheets, Trying to dig their shell nails in In refusa

 
 
 
Poem No. 33

I carry my grief Like an unwanted infant. He’s snuggled against my chest In survival, Sucking the life From my breast, While I stand motionless, Unable to feel Or care For him. While the life leaves m

 
 
 

Comments


Keep Up With Me

Thanks for submitting!

© 2021 by Molly C. Catlos. Proudly created with Wix.com.

bottom of page